mei's mindscape

15 aug 2024. this week i got back from a short trip to melbourne! it was my first solo trip that wasn't for school purposes, and something i'd wanted to do for a while. i wasn't looking at melbourne specifically, but i saw that my favorite comedian (gianmarco soresi) was doing an australia tour and thought that was as good a reason as any to head over, so i designed my trip around that event. even though the... Read more?

18 jul 2024. it was my birthday recently! this was my first birthday in a long while that wasn't preceded by a week of me being the most insane version of myself, which i'm grateful for... i'm pretty sure my more stable moods have a lot to do with the recent sleep/fitness changes i've made, alongside just getting a little older! my family greeted me in the morning with flowers, and worm was so so excited about... Read more?

30 jun 2024. and just like that, the first half of the year is over!!! crazy how that happens. this is kind of a rambly post about some life/site/media updates, so it's very long, sorry. here is where i talk about my life... not much has changed with me over the past month. i finished the comic i said i was working on, which i'm quite happy with! there's 24 hours left on the campaign as of typing this and i... Read more?

24 may 2024. i've been thinking a little bit about various aspects of my site, and decided it would be good to write these thoughts down rather than let them float abstractly in my head, so here we go! (i guess this counts as a very belated anniversary post? kind of a lame way to celebrate!!!) design now that i'm a little over a year into running this website, i've found myself steering away from design... Read more?

30 mar 2024. we're almost done with Q1 of this year. crazy...! it's been a while since i wrote a diary entry into this thing so i thought i'd do one before the month ended. just make the new pages! i've been working on some pages that have been on my to-do list since i started the site!!! i speak about this all the time but it's so intimidating to try and tackle some of them, especially the shrines. i like my... Read more?

22 feb 2024. just got back from my morning walk with worm, the day after coming back from melbourne! i thought i'd write up an entry while the memory of the trip is still fresh and i'm still coming down from the high of it. we were there to see taylor in concert but decided to maximize the trip and stay for a week. this was the first time we were staying in the city proper, as we'd usually bunk with relatives... Read more?

21 feb 2024. i'm back from my trip! my family flew to melbourne for a week and had a really good time. i'll probably write a separate post about stuff we did and things i got there, but before any of that: last friday i saw taylor swift in concert for the first time ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (sidenote: i think it's kind of funny how now three of my blog posts on here have been taylor-related, because i don't... Read more?

3 feb 2024. i've been avoiding my bear blog lately because i've been feeling like i have to think of something blog post-worthy to write about... and it's not that i haven't had any big thoughts lately, but i'm going through a period where i just don't feel like sharing those deeper ponderings, or even entertaining them for too long. they're things i more want to talk to trusted friends and family about in... Read more?